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Summer

Going…going…going…gone…

Ain Stærlingsson🎄
3 min readJul 22, 2024

Maybe I should ignore the seasons
I mean watch them come and go
With only eyes, nothing more
Not sensing the change in feeling, or emotion
And the wounds each one brings
To my brothers, sisters, body, and soul
Crippled by summer’s pierced memories

Once, on a beach before the war, I saw snow, and ice in early summer. I remember telling some guys about it, three years ago, in Summer ’22, in trenches dug only a few hundred metres from here. A few hundred metres, only, in three years. Three summers, and goodness knows how many light years away from the revolving sun in this rotating world. A few hundred metres, and some tens of thousands or so of lives.

And every time summer swings around again, those memories whack me in the back of my head, or the heart, or whatever, or maybe they just creep up, I don’t know. They certainly don’t melt away, as the old dictum about time dictates they should, or ought to. But like that door that goes round and round in those post offices where you post a fallen pal’s belongings from, they will…

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Ain Stærlingsson🎄
Ain Stærlingsson🎄

Written by Ain Stærlingsson🎄

---A forestbather in UA🌳currently writing "Love and Loss in Ukraine" based on the war🌳member of <forestbathers unit> support them @forestbather via Revolut🌳

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Beautiful share and your story tugs my heart. Makes me grateful of what we have here, away from war and death on daily basis. Hope your summer goes on well for you (to the best it can be under the circumstances). Warm regards. Grace

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I love your moving Quarille, Ain. But I am ever more deeply thankful for having experienced your longer write.

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This is so moving, every season just brings more of the same, I so hope the change will come and summer will bring enjoyment again ....